so let me get this over with:
+i turned down going out today because i am secretly REALLY excited to write my paper that was due back in may.
+i'm afraid to turn people away (because i know i keep most people at bay at a fairly surface level to begin with... and once they make it "in" so to speak, i feel a bit pained to force them "out"). i avoid this by first not letting most people 'in'. it's hardly a problem anymore, though, becasue i'm getting better at both my game and my tolerance with myself. i guess.
+^^^i hate when i say "i guess" because what precedes the phrase is always what i find to be true, but i'm usually embarassed/ashamed/unsure how to admit it. i know, right?
+sometimes i miss hanging out at the skate parks in lakewood. there's nothing particular about lakewood skate parks, i just never hung out at any other ones, and i always wished i knew how to skateboard.
+ ^^^ i gave up being taught how to skateboard because i was too afraid i'd look like a poser.
+ ^^^ this has hindered me from doing a few things.
+ ^^^ it takes me a while to digest that it's never too late to try anything.
+i used to only get sugar-free flavored anythings in fear of extra and unnecessary calories, but now i just feel like sugar-free things are cheating me out of satisfaction.
+i lust over double and triple group head, semi-automatic la san marcos:
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